Having yet more medical issues, just when the digestive stuff was over and I thought things could get back to normal I now have ear infections and infection in and damage to my mandible joint. I am unable to properly eat right now for at least days, probably for longer. And it remains to be seen whether this is actually fixable, or might be a permanent issue.
I will probably never be able to wear headphones again because of the joint issue, and in my case, that means no more podcasts, no more videos and no more music, permanently, for over 95% of my time. So yeah, that will be a major change to my habits and my time consumption, which I absolutely hate - but there is simply no other choice anymore.
I hate myself that I wasn't smarter about things and that I ignored some previous alarm signals, and now have to suffer the major consequences.
At least my own stupidity and carelessness haven't completely cost me the zoo hobby - yet.
I will probably never be able to wear headphones again because of the joint issue, and in my case, that means no more podcasts, no more videos and no more music, permanently, for over 95% of my time. So yeah, that will be a major change to my habits and my time consumption, which I absolutely hate - but there is simply no other choice anymore.
I hate myself that I wasn't smarter about things and that I ignored some previous alarm signals, and now have to suffer the major consequences.
At least my own stupidity and carelessness haven't completely cost me the zoo hobby - yet.